>> May 10, 2010
I am at a stale mate as far as my weight loss is going. I haven't been very motivated the past few months, and haven't GAINED any weight back, but I definitely haven't lost. A few weeks ago I was going to go swimming, but to do that I'd have to buy a new suit. Not the typical reason - because it was too small - but because it would be WAY too big if I went swimming in it, and flashing people at a family friendly pool just isn't my thing.
Instead of buying a suit, I decided not to go. Partly because I want to buy a suit smaller than what I would need right now, and mostly because I just didn't have the money to spend on it.
When I told my friend I wasn't going, and that my suit was too big, she hadn't even realized that I have lost 40 pounds in the past year. This made me kind of self conscious, like really? Do I not look different? So I decided to look at some pictures. I don't have for real, official "before" and "after" pictures.. but I think even just these pictures of my face show that I'm smaller.
really? who let me wear those glasses?! ick!
This picture of me, from 2003, is my motivation. If I was that small at one point, I can do it again, right?
Don't ask what we were sad about .. I don't have a clue.
Except that I want some muscles too.. yessss
What are your weight loss goals? What do you do to stay motivated?
Hopefully my 30 Day Shred will improve my Shreddin'. Eh?